ok, well Serbia and Croatia were super, super, super fun and i can literally say that i enjoyed every moment of it. even when it was boring, it was fun because i was where i belonged. and I really do belong. i finally felt like i was complete which is something i've had problems with when people oogle over me when i speak to my parents or whaatever, or the first day of school (ugh). i never had that problem, and everyone is SOOOO friendly! well idk, it was great.

and i have tons of pictures, like 800 in all and i have been loading them on facebook for the longest time because my computer is gay and i have to do 5 pics at a time. luckily i narrowed it down to about 65 pics that i put on facebook. and alot of the ones on my camera are blurry so it will be alot less when i actually print them.

when im done with that i'll put all of the scenic pics and stuff like that on, and then i'll put those on facebook afterwards too. one of them i like so much i even thought i might make it a print but no one would buy it and its really not that good anyway, haha.

but i'm so excited because my cousin is getting engaged and im sooooo happy for her!! At least one good thing in my family... although they are having like a celebratory dinner this weekend and i hope we can make it even though i would miss two parties i have to go to. but i doubt we will..

but whatever. im just so overwhelmed, it took me five days to get through all of the artwork that i have neglected while on vacation. there were like 400 deviations and 150 journals, and i dont even watch that many people!! so i deleted all of the journals without reading them (shame on me) and the rest of the time i spent looking at the artwork

there have been alot of changes at my house while i was gone, which i expected but... for instance, my cat gained 5 pounds! she is so fat (that was probablly because she missed me and ate because she was depressed. haha, yea right) and other, not so funny things...

and i have so much homework i haven't done!! i have a feeling that im going to have to drop out of all of my harder classes because i haven't done ANYTHING. and every time i try to do calculus, for instance, i get distracted or i cant remember how to do something that i should know and cant find it in the book so i get frustrated.. whatever we'll have to see how that works out...

and while in Croatia, i started watching gossip girl and i am totally addicted even though i thought it would be totally gay and that is pretty much the only television show i watch.

and this journal has gotten a little long so im going to end it now even though i could go on forever haha